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[kittydesade]

That countdown bar is getting really ominous. On the plus side, I don't have to go to back to work until after I get back? Which is pretty good.

I'm scared. Not sure why. It's not flying, or meeting Bria, or anything like that. I don't even think it's the conference, although of course there's a lot of nervousness about that. I'm just. Scared. And I don't know why.

I'm also having asthma attacks today. Go me. Well, coughing fits that lead up to asthma.

... yeah, this felt like it was going to be a lot longer than it turned out to be. But no. I'm not deep today. I'm just terrified.