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kittydesade) wrote2006-08-26 09:49 am
kittydesade) wrote2006-08-26 09:49 am
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That countdown bar is getting really ominous. On the plus side, I don't have to go to back to work until after I get back? Which is pretty good.
I'm scared. Not sure why. It's not flying, or meeting Bria, or anything like that. I don't even think it's the conference, although of course there's a lot of nervousness about that. I'm just. Scared. And I don't know why.
I'm also having asthma attacks today. Go me. Well, coughing fits that lead up to asthma.
... yeah, this felt like it was going to be a lot longer than it turned out to be. But no. I'm not deep today. I'm just terrified.
I'm scared. Not sure why. It's not flying, or meeting Bria, or anything like that. I don't even think it's the conference, although of course there's a lot of nervousness about that. I'm just. Scared. And I don't know why.
I'm also having asthma attacks today. Go me. Well, coughing fits that lead up to asthma.
... yeah, this felt like it was going to be a lot longer than it turned out to be. But no. I'm not deep today. I'm just terrified.