"I am human and I need to be loved..."
Jan. 12th, 2004 06:56 pm
Which America Hating Minority Are You?
Take More Robert & Tim Quizzes
Watch Robert & Tim Cartoons
Like we didn't know that already.
So, we went around town for about an hour today trying to find a hobby shop from a half-memory of my boyfriend's on how to get there. It was funny as hell, except when we nearly backed up into the cement mixer. Not funny. But we did find it, shortly before he thought they closed except it turned out that the store closed three hours later. Oh the comedy.
Picked up my miniatures primer, black and white, and a spray-tin of semi-closs finish coat and another of matte finish coat. So tomorrow I start up the miniatures painting frenzy, and shortly thereafter you may expect some fun fun pictures from me of the minis I'm making. Actually I may have pictures before, since I think I found a couple good minis that might do for
And more feelings of inadequacy on the writing front and my life in general, but dammit, I have a novel to edit, two novels to write, short stories to revise and send out, a rolodex to buy, miniatures to paint, my wife to murder, and Guildor to frame for it. Hey. That's not my to-do list...
So, dammit. Despite the fun days of watching the yo-yo of my emotions, I have no time for this! I have no time for feelings of inadequacy, sentiments of depression, and whinging about how someone else got a seven book deal and I have yet to have any novels published. I have to get off my ass and do my own work. And I will. Right as soon as I finish this entry and flop to let my dinner digest. Mmm. Homemade mac and cheese.
Oh yeah. I'm a guy again.
Or is that still. I can't remember what I last got. I love the way my journal teeter-totters between masculine and feminine. Does that mean I'm balanced or just schizophrenic?
Heeyyyyyy....