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Apr. 25th, 2006 08:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeWoke up in my clothes again this morning
Don't know exactly where I am
It occurs to me that the main reason I haven't sent the damn thing out already is, most likely, because I'm scared. I have a few minor edits that I came across yesterday when I was tidying things up, the book blurb, condensing the synopsis down to a couple paragraphs (or maybe not) and then poof. Done. But I haven't done that yet, and I didn't even set my alarm so I'd get up early and do it?
Why? 'cos, scared.
Someday I'm not going to be scared. Someday I'm going to go through five or six drafts, hit 'the end', and flip through the Great Tome of Goodness going "okay, who should I send this to" as casually as I stare into the fridge and think, "what's for dinner?" But it is not this day. This day the courage of men totally fails and I'll be lucky to get it out this afternoon. I keep reminding myself in Mal's voice, we work before we play.
On a less depressing note... no, really? I got nothing less depressing. Except maybe that I leveled up again in Diablo 2, and I'm managing to keep roughly on top of my writing schedule. There are a few sexual jokes here, but I'm too tired to make them.
Don't know exactly where I am
It occurs to me that the main reason I haven't sent the damn thing out already is, most likely, because I'm scared. I have a few minor edits that I came across yesterday when I was tidying things up, the book blurb, condensing the synopsis down to a couple paragraphs (or maybe not) and then poof. Done. But I haven't done that yet, and I didn't even set my alarm so I'd get up early and do it?
Why? 'cos, scared.
Someday I'm not going to be scared. Someday I'm going to go through five or six drafts, hit 'the end', and flip through the Great Tome of Goodness going "okay, who should I send this to" as casually as I stare into the fridge and think, "what's for dinner?" But it is not this day. This day the courage of men totally fails and I'll be lucky to get it out this afternoon. I keep reminding myself in Mal's voice, we work before we play.
On a less depressing note... no, really? I got nothing less depressing. Except maybe that I leveled up again in Diablo 2, and I'm managing to keep roughly on top of my writing schedule. There are a few sexual jokes here, but I'm too tired to make them.