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Jan. 29th, 2006 08:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeHalf asleep and hearing voices, just like Kermit said. The bad kind, though. I can't remember my dreams.
... and now that I look at that sentence it's funny how my regular entries don't look all that different from my down the rabbit hole entries. It's just that my down the rabbit hole entries are all made up of lines like that, whereas my regular entries are punctuated by moments of coherency and less cryptic. Mostly less cryptic.
And speaking of less or more cryptic, it's funny how some things can seem more private, personal, intimate, even if all you're doing is talking about movies or books.
Note to self: If you're depressed, listening to Carnivale or the Crow score is not going to help. No, it really isn't. Stop that.
Sting and Trans-Siberian Orchestra instead. Or perhaps Newsies. Re-taped it last night. Christian Bale at 18 is something like inhumanly cute. People shouldn't be that cute, it makes you want to go awww and give them all your money. Plus, singing and dancing. Gotta love singing and dancing. Actually I grew up on musicals (among other things) so maybe that's just me.
Actually what I should do is go back to bed. I'm up at 9 am on a day when I don't have to work. I was up twenty minutes ago. Maybe more than that. Should go back to bed. Should write fic or keep catching up on movies. So many things I should do. Fits of apathy are no one's friend.
I may be numberless I may be innocent
I may know many things I may be ignorant
Or I can ride with kings Who conquer many lands
Or win this world at cards And let it slip my hands
I could be cannon food Destroyed a thousand times
Reborn as fortune's child To judge another's crimes
Or wear this pilgim's cloak Or be a collared thief
I've kept this single faith I have this one belief
I still love you
... and now that I look at that sentence it's funny how my regular entries don't look all that different from my down the rabbit hole entries. It's just that my down the rabbit hole entries are all made up of lines like that, whereas my regular entries are punctuated by moments of coherency and less cryptic. Mostly less cryptic.
And speaking of less or more cryptic, it's funny how some things can seem more private, personal, intimate, even if all you're doing is talking about movies or books.
Note to self: If you're depressed, listening to Carnivale or the Crow score is not going to help. No, it really isn't. Stop that.
Sting and Trans-Siberian Orchestra instead. Or perhaps Newsies. Re-taped it last night. Christian Bale at 18 is something like inhumanly cute. People shouldn't be that cute, it makes you want to go awww and give them all your money. Plus, singing and dancing. Gotta love singing and dancing. Actually I grew up on musicals (among other things) so maybe that's just me.
Actually what I should do is go back to bed. I'm up at 9 am on a day when I don't have to work. I was up twenty minutes ago. Maybe more than that. Should go back to bed. Should write fic or keep catching up on movies. So many things I should do. Fits of apathy are no one's friend.
I may be numberless I may be innocent
I may know many things I may be ignorant
Or I can ride with kings Who conquer many lands
Or win this world at cards And let it slip my hands
I could be cannon food Destroyed a thousand times
Reborn as fortune's child To judge another's crimes
Or wear this pilgim's cloak Or be a collared thief
I've kept this single faith I have this one belief
I still love you