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Jul. 27th, 2016 07:21 pmIt is still in the 90s with 50% (give or take 5) humidity out, the hell with capoeira outside. I do, however, have access to an entire store floor, I may see if we can do capoeira, if it's just me and one of the teachers, inside. We can play Dodge Stuff. Because fuck being outside and sweating and trying to breathe in this, I haven't even been doing Pokewalks except in the early morning, fuck it all to hell.
With Donald Trump. He's supposedly, now that he's the nominee, going to start CIA briefings with intelligence information he would have to deal with as President, do you have any idea how much that terrifies me? The man can't keep a secret for decorum's sake, let alone for national security. I actually believe that most of the rest of the GOP running base can, for all that they perform security farce (I refuse to call it security theatre anymore, I enjoy the theatre, this is farce) and scream about how Democrats/liberals/leftists don't know from national security, they can actually keep their fucking mouths shut. Trump can't. His ego won't let him. The man is literally pathological, narcissistic personality disorder, ADHD-inattentive, BPD or anti-social anything I'm not sure, psychopathic features? I am not as well versed in the actual diagnoses but something is fucked up in his brainpan that should disqualify him for the presidency of this or anything but maybe the Lollipop Guild, and yet people want to fucking elect him. He is the least secure president in the history of this country and people want to elect him. He is bought and paid for by fucking Putin! (I'm trying to be careful about not saying 'the fucking Russians' because really, it's Putin. Like Putin is any less of a dictator than he wants Trump to be. Or... something. Prejudice helps no one, neither does lack of awareness about what a monster Putin is.)
Aaaaaaaaarrrrgh.
And then work unleashed the ducks again, and so, writing this several hours later, I went out and walked around the block which includes a fairly steep hill, in roughly the heat I would be at capoeira, and no. Not going. My brain will not shut up about this being weakness and cowardice and you should just push through it, but ... no. I did make a fairly long list of exercises to do, so I can do those in the air conditioning and not push myself to heat exhaustion.
Going home. Going home and doing some of the fiddly bits I haven't been, and I wrote up a list of things to practice in capoeira. Some of those fiddly things involving reading again! Ever. Argh. Also I found out that Siddig El Fadil is due to appear at DragonCon so now I really do need to get moving on that DaVinci's Demons fanart.
With Donald Trump. He's supposedly, now that he's the nominee, going to start CIA briefings with intelligence information he would have to deal with as President, do you have any idea how much that terrifies me? The man can't keep a secret for decorum's sake, let alone for national security. I actually believe that most of the rest of the GOP running base can, for all that they perform security farce (I refuse to call it security theatre anymore, I enjoy the theatre, this is farce) and scream about how Democrats/liberals/leftists don't know from national security, they can actually keep their fucking mouths shut. Trump can't. His ego won't let him. The man is literally pathological, narcissistic personality disorder, ADHD-inattentive, BPD or anti-social anything I'm not sure, psychopathic features? I am not as well versed in the actual diagnoses but something is fucked up in his brainpan that should disqualify him for the presidency of this or anything but maybe the Lollipop Guild, and yet people want to fucking elect him. He is the least secure president in the history of this country and people want to elect him. He is bought and paid for by fucking Putin! (I'm trying to be careful about not saying 'the fucking Russians' because really, it's Putin. Like Putin is any less of a dictator than he wants Trump to be. Or... something. Prejudice helps no one, neither does lack of awareness about what a monster Putin is.)
Aaaaaaaaarrrrgh.
And then work unleashed the ducks again, and so, writing this several hours later, I went out and walked around the block which includes a fairly steep hill, in roughly the heat I would be at capoeira, and no. Not going. My brain will not shut up about this being weakness and cowardice and you should just push through it, but ... no. I did make a fairly long list of exercises to do, so I can do those in the air conditioning and not push myself to heat exhaustion.
Going home. Going home and doing some of the fiddly bits I haven't been, and I wrote up a list of things to practice in capoeira. Some of those fiddly things involving reading again! Ever. Argh. Also I found out that Siddig El Fadil is due to appear at DragonCon so now I really do need to get moving on that DaVinci's Demons fanart.