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Aug. 2nd, 2005 12:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeRight. Terror is not taking hold. It's not. Really.
Actually, yes, abject terror is taking hold. Along with rampant insecurity and sullen possessiveness. Bad Kitty.
There must be painting and writing today. Actually there will probably be writing in about twenty minutes. While listening to [12mp deleted] and stretching out on the bed. Probably by dictation. Not ow yet, but crampy.
I have also discovered the goodness that is the 'comment' feature in Word. This makes me feel better about not going back and editing.
I should be doing this. I can do this. I know why I'm so bloody terrified, and it's ridiculous. It's... well. I don't know about ridiculous, but I shouldn't let it get in the way of doing what I have to do. What I always have to do. That ring on my finger was a promise to myself. Time to start keeping that promise. I've been doing good the past few days. Let's keep up the good work. Soldier on, soldier.
Actually, yes, abject terror is taking hold. Along with rampant insecurity and sullen possessiveness. Bad Kitty.
There must be painting and writing today. Actually there will probably be writing in about twenty minutes. While listening to [12mp deleted] and stretching out on the bed. Probably by dictation. Not ow yet, but crampy.
I have also discovered the goodness that is the 'comment' feature in Word. This makes me feel better about not going back and editing.
I should be doing this. I can do this. I know why I'm so bloody terrified, and it's ridiculous. It's... well. I don't know about ridiculous, but I shouldn't let it get in the way of doing what I have to do. What I always have to do. That ring on my finger was a promise to myself. Time to start keeping that promise. I've been doing good the past few days. Let's keep up the good work. Soldier on, soldier.