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May. 6th, 2019 09:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeNot even going to talk about this shitty day. Let's just say we're missing a cat now and I did not stop at work except to watch the occasional ten minute makeup video while I did something I could do sitting down, like labeling or data entry. I am so goddamn tired and pissed about the cat and I just wanted to come home and relax. But I can't. Because I'm worried about Bat Cat.
... well first I typed out this paragraph, then I went out to call him again, then I came back and tried to distract myself for twenty minutes and when I looked back into the patio he was eating the tuna I left out for him so that's one source of stress solved.
But arrgh the day was going so well, ish. I'd picked out my clothes and I'd done all my languages on Duolingo and I was ticking all the boxes and then the boy texted me as I was heading groceries for the night and everything got derailed into "must watch endless tv and not buy anything because I've already stress bought a world of makeup" until, well, ten thirty ish? Sort of.
Pausing this post for an hour though to see how much of languages, guitar, etc I get done in the next, say, hour? Which will help me calm down and de-stress.
Little over an hour later but I did get some Hindi and Arabic vocabulary practiced and some guitar practiced, which did in fact make me feel better and less stressed. Which makes writing the only thing I haven't done today I think, which is fine since I haven't been for a couple of days in the aftermath of Camp Nanowrimo. Some writing tomorrow, stories, plotting, edits, etc. Pulling myself back into habits but also working very sore brain muscles. Tomorrow, hopefully, will be less stressful, both for innocuous reasons and for all the cats staying indoors dammit reasons.
... well first I typed out this paragraph, then I went out to call him again, then I came back and tried to distract myself for twenty minutes and when I looked back into the patio he was eating the tuna I left out for him so that's one source of stress solved.
But arrgh the day was going so well, ish. I'd picked out my clothes and I'd done all my languages on Duolingo and I was ticking all the boxes and then the boy texted me as I was heading groceries for the night and everything got derailed into "must watch endless tv and not buy anything because I've already stress bought a world of makeup" until, well, ten thirty ish? Sort of.
Pausing this post for an hour though to see how much of languages, guitar, etc I get done in the next, say, hour? Which will help me calm down and de-stress.
Little over an hour later but I did get some Hindi and Arabic vocabulary practiced and some guitar practiced, which did in fact make me feel better and less stressed. Which makes writing the only thing I haven't done today I think, which is fine since I haven't been for a couple of days in the aftermath of Camp Nanowrimo. Some writing tomorrow, stories, plotting, edits, etc. Pulling myself back into habits but also working very sore brain muscles. Tomorrow, hopefully, will be less stressful, both for innocuous reasons and for all the cats staying indoors dammit reasons.