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Mar. 9th, 2018 08:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeAaaugh I am having not quite a day, it's lasting for two, but a day of feeling bad about myself on many axes. It started out with my writing, that I'm uncreative and unwanted, that was last night and this morning it slipped over to my body, that I'm overweight and misshapen, and now it may have taken itself back to my writing again, I'm not sure.
I should say 'was' having not quite a day but a sort of day. In the couple of hours since I started this entry I was entirely unpromptedly complimented on looking awesome, a story contract with details of promotions and so on showed up in my email, I was recommended to write for serial box (not in such a way that I think serial box will necessarily notice but it was a high compliment) and in general managed to get some things done and feel better about myself. So, um. That is a thing that happened and now I have a tiny bit of mood whiplash but am much much more likely to get the things done that I need to get done. So yay!
Also tonight is a home spa night so much yay will happen there, too.
I think I figured out a story to write and submit to the dinosaur thing, just in time too. And if I don't get it accepted I can post it to my website I suppose, since it's going to be a bit too gonzo to find a market easily. Hopefully it'll be a nice piece though. I finished the extra scenes in Malachy and now I need to go through the line by line edits and make sure those are solid and then I can turn it back over to the Editrix and my TV writer. Whee! And I'm about two thirds, I think, of the way through Nerd Girls synopsis. I feel better. I feel like I'm progressing again. This pleases me.
I'm not sure I feel like going to class tomorrow, blegh, but I'll feel better once I get there and get moving. And then the rest of the weekend definitely needs to be cleaning the house and putting clean sheets on the bed and so on, so the guest room is ready for Mom. Wheee Mom!
I should say 'was' having not quite a day but a sort of day. In the couple of hours since I started this entry I was entirely unpromptedly complimented on looking awesome, a story contract with details of promotions and so on showed up in my email, I was recommended to write for serial box (not in such a way that I think serial box will necessarily notice but it was a high compliment) and in general managed to get some things done and feel better about myself. So, um. That is a thing that happened and now I have a tiny bit of mood whiplash but am much much more likely to get the things done that I need to get done. So yay!
Also tonight is a home spa night so much yay will happen there, too.
I think I figured out a story to write and submit to the dinosaur thing, just in time too. And if I don't get it accepted I can post it to my website I suppose, since it's going to be a bit too gonzo to find a market easily. Hopefully it'll be a nice piece though. I finished the extra scenes in Malachy and now I need to go through the line by line edits and make sure those are solid and then I can turn it back over to the Editrix and my TV writer. Whee! And I'm about two thirds, I think, of the way through Nerd Girls synopsis. I feel better. I feel like I'm progressing again. This pleases me.
I'm not sure I feel like going to class tomorrow, blegh, but I'll feel better once I get there and get moving. And then the rest of the weekend definitely needs to be cleaning the house and putting clean sheets on the bed and so on, so the guest room is ready for Mom. Wheee Mom!