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Nov. 20th, 2017 12:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeWelp. I'm on my first dose of lexathryroiodioinin what the fuck is this shit even called. I'm on my first dose of generic synthetic thyroid, is the thing, and we'll see how this works out. So far the first thing to go seems to be the leg cramp, either that or it picked some very coincidental timing to stop cramping my style. I have hopes that the next thing to go will be the inability to sleep at night. And/or the dry skin, although some of that is surely winter being winter. But. I'm going to take a dose of melatonin tonight, and we'll see if that gets me through the night. I'm not sure how to tell if I'm being less tired. But if I sleep through the night and wake up tomorrow morning ready to get exercise done, that'll be a win.
I got 8k words done in Jude yesterday owing to starting the Witch's House in 4 The Words and then getting stubborn about finishing that specific quest that day. I went in the damn House again today so I might get another 8k written as well, or I might be smart about it and stop at 4-5k and work on other things. We'll see.
It's 3 in the afternoon and I took the levathraxicoricopaxis at around 10.15, and I don't feel hyperactive in any way? But I do feel somewhat lighter and clearer, which I will take over feeling hyper and energized in that way. More awake, despite not noticing feeling sleepy or tired before until I got home. I wonder if that was because I didn't let myself feel tired while I was at work.
My bangs keep falling into my eyes and I am going to be so damn happy to get my hair cut. I am going to be so damn happy if this helps me lose weight. I am going to be so damn happy to wear some of my shirts again that were getting a bit too tight around the arms and chest, and to not have to bathe in lotion oh my god. My skin still looks fairly gator-y given that it's winter but I don't itch half as much as I used to. My plan right now is to try to hold on to all of my Christmas money except for three sets each of flannel and regular sheets for the bed (long story) and then if I end up toning up because of the thyroid thing finally being regulated, having energy to exercise and so on, I'm going to go on a prettifying myself up clothes and accessories and skincare and maybe some makeup buying spree and I will be so happy.
In the interim I'm looking forward to just having the energy to do my languages and my physics study and pick up the house some more and all the other things in the evening. Because I haven't been managing any of that lately, and by lately I mean I think for the past two months if not longer? And I am absolutely done with that if I can manage to be. Absolutely done with being too tired to do all my crap. I want to be my top shelf self again.
I got 8k words done in Jude yesterday owing to starting the Witch's House in 4 The Words and then getting stubborn about finishing that specific quest that day. I went in the damn House again today so I might get another 8k written as well, or I might be smart about it and stop at 4-5k and work on other things. We'll see.
It's 3 in the afternoon and I took the levathraxicoricopaxis at around 10.15, and I don't feel hyperactive in any way? But I do feel somewhat lighter and clearer, which I will take over feeling hyper and energized in that way. More awake, despite not noticing feeling sleepy or tired before until I got home. I wonder if that was because I didn't let myself feel tired while I was at work.
My bangs keep falling into my eyes and I am going to be so damn happy to get my hair cut. I am going to be so damn happy if this helps me lose weight. I am going to be so damn happy to wear some of my shirts again that were getting a bit too tight around the arms and chest, and to not have to bathe in lotion oh my god. My skin still looks fairly gator-y given that it's winter but I don't itch half as much as I used to. My plan right now is to try to hold on to all of my Christmas money except for three sets each of flannel and regular sheets for the bed (long story) and then if I end up toning up because of the thyroid thing finally being regulated, having energy to exercise and so on, I'm going to go on a prettifying myself up clothes and accessories and skincare and maybe some makeup buying spree and I will be so happy.
In the interim I'm looking forward to just having the energy to do my languages and my physics study and pick up the house some more and all the other things in the evening. Because I haven't been managing any of that lately, and by lately I mean I think for the past two months if not longer? And I am absolutely done with that if I can manage to be. Absolutely done with being too tired to do all my crap. I want to be my top shelf self again.