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[kittydesade]

Something needs to fucking stop already so I can catch my breath. I got home, I was all set to write, and then I realized when I'd given the ferals their evening snack I'd left the door slightly ajar, enough for a cat to pry it open. So last night for the last two hours of me being awake was a fun romp of finding the cats and coaxing Mikey out from under the house (Little Bit just went around to the laundry room door and waited for me to let her in, probably because she's used to under the house but apparently prefers inside). And then I had to jump down from the hysterics. I do, however, have the best boyfriend ever who helped, ultimately was the one to grab the cat, and crawled around under the house instead of my hysterical and also claustrophobic ass.

And then this morning I got my Pokemon gym, helped Frontline all the cats, paid my one house/business credit card over the phone because with all the election bullshit I almost forgot it was due today, transferred the balance of the other card to that one for interest free 18 months to not have to pay ridiculous interest, called my goddamn Senator about goddamn Jeff Sessions, got my melatonin and VitD, made an appointment with my doctor about the current asthma medication, and now I am done with fucking everything and ready to go home and sleep. All that in the first three or so hours I'd been awake.

Ugh, the problem with suddenly being more comfortable in money (short story: family did it) is that now when I see a pretty top on sale on ModCloth I'm all I COULD TOTALLY GET THAT. No, self. That's what got you into trouble in the first fucking place. A couple of times.

I don't know. I'm tired, I'm really fucking pissed at the racist sack of crap our government is turning out to be, but I'm... less despairing? Less low energy because everything sucks and more low energy because I did a lot of things, which feels like a better low energy state. If that makes any sense at all.

Plus side, stuff is getting done. I'm eating, I had a whole burrito and some potatoes and some candy last night, and cereal and an orange and a tooter fish popkin today through lunch. (That's tuna-fish sandwich for those of you who don't have Dark Tower embedded in your brains.) I'm going to capoeira tomorrow goddammit, I ran into a fellow student yesterday at the grocery, that was nice. And I'm tired of not being me. And also it's good self defense practice.

So, things are looking up on a personal level, even if this country is a shitshow. Now I just have to catch up with Nanowrimo.

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[longmagpieroads]

You are a rocking badass.