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Jul. 8th, 2016 11:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeAt this point I just have Mark Ruffalo in my head saying "Well. This all seems... horrible." on repeat. Which is sort of funny and also massively depressing because it's true. I was up till about 1 last night waiting for my tea to cool because I was a dumbass and forgot it until 11.30, so basically all I did, again, like a dumbass, instead of reading a comforting book, was play a silly clicky game on my phone and scroll through Twitter headlines and occasionally update the boy. Who was much smarter than me and playing Doom.
Although I did download Pokemon Go today, which ... is going to make things interesting as far as my various habits and maybe I'll walk more? Or maybe I'll get bored in a week. We'll see.
ETA: MINE IS AN EVIL LAUGH.
Edits and writes did not at all happen yesterday due to things being generally horrible, but things are happening today despite things only being less actively horrible. Which instead means I get to focus on how horrible my writing is! Though I'm pretty sure at least part of it is I'm on a section, and this specific paragraph, that I haven't worked on in.... years. Six years? When did I first write this? Anyway, in a long time. So there's that. I just have to be gentle and patient with my younger self. Really.
Money worries are starting to happen, which is less a function of oh god I spent too much and more of but whyyyy is water bill and credit card bill and Stitch Fix and new inhaler all landing in the same damn month why. I will, though, after this Fix, put the next one off till around December. I might cancel it entirely, but there's something kind of fun about getting a box in the mail periodically with neat stuff for you to try on? I don't know. I feel like I've sort of got the hang of finding pretty blouses. Maybe I will cancel it. Maybe I'll just put it on pause. WHO KNOWS.
Oogh. I went out, I walked around the block, and the thing is on one side of the block is a much steeper hill than on the other side. Because this is a town of hills in between many mountains. And usually when I go up this hill I end up wheezing a little, at least, because it's a fucking steep hill. After a few days of the maintenance inhaler? NOT TODAY SATAN. That was a good feeling. And an excuse to try out the pokemon shit, except apparently they're having server issues. Maybe tomorrow. Or more likely next week.
Assuming we're all still alive next week, because with the current state of the US you never fucking know.
Although I did download Pokemon Go today, which ... is going to make things interesting as far as my various habits and maybe I'll walk more? Or maybe I'll get bored in a week. We'll see.
ETA: MINE IS AN EVIL LAUGH.
Edits and writes did not at all happen yesterday due to things being generally horrible, but things are happening today despite things only being less actively horrible. Which instead means I get to focus on how horrible my writing is! Though I'm pretty sure at least part of it is I'm on a section, and this specific paragraph, that I haven't worked on in.... years. Six years? When did I first write this? Anyway, in a long time. So there's that. I just have to be gentle and patient with my younger self. Really.
Money worries are starting to happen, which is less a function of oh god I spent too much and more of but whyyyy is water bill and credit card bill and Stitch Fix and new inhaler all landing in the same damn month why. I will, though, after this Fix, put the next one off till around December. I might cancel it entirely, but there's something kind of fun about getting a box in the mail periodically with neat stuff for you to try on? I don't know. I feel like I've sort of got the hang of finding pretty blouses. Maybe I will cancel it. Maybe I'll just put it on pause. WHO KNOWS.
Oogh. I went out, I walked around the block, and the thing is on one side of the block is a much steeper hill than on the other side. Because this is a town of hills in between many mountains. And usually when I go up this hill I end up wheezing a little, at least, because it's a fucking steep hill. After a few days of the maintenance inhaler? NOT TODAY SATAN. That was a good feeling. And an excuse to try out the pokemon shit, except apparently they're having server issues. Maybe tomorrow. Or more likely next week.
Assuming we're all still alive next week, because with the current state of the US you never fucking know.
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Date: 2016-07-11 05:52 pm (UTC)so maybe we are on the same page after all?