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Mar. 29th, 2016 02:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeWell my days of sleeping comfortably through the night are certainly not happening. Nor is getting adequate sleep at night. This is aggravating. And as a result most of the myriad care packages I need to get mailed out will go out tomorrow because I barely made it out the fucking door on time. Argh.
On the plus side I did figure out that it might even help some of the edits I have to do for Q&P if I work on drawing the characters while I do it. Which gets me both drawing practice (faces! expressions!) and figuring out characters. Also doing things that terrify me. There will be a lot of doing things that terrify me in the future of this whole let's learn how to draw thing. I'm not sure I'm going to enjoy it, but it'll at least be productive? I hope? And interesting.
Still running late. I've been up for almost twelve hours? Ten hours? And I'm still running behind where I wanted to be argh. At least the things I wanted to get done at home are mostly small things that can be worked around my evening tasks. My normal evening tasks because let's face it, most of what I wanted to get done at work is stuff I've already allocated time to do at home. That said. Fuck everything I want to sleep my allotted six hours and wake up when I fucking want to wake up and be on time. For once. None of this lying in bed awake at night staring at the ceiling composing heartfelt angsty Steve/Bucky scenes. Or Steve-Bucky scenes. In the MCU the line is really, really blurry.
Oogh. Okay. And I have at some point to figure out the order of operations for all of my many many projects currently in process dear fucking god. Almost all of it writing. So many stories! All of them I'm sitting here staring at them going "but why am I working on this when I should be working on this other thing" and you know what. I'm just going to go home and try to sort out my head there. If it happens. It might not happen. Probably what I'll do is I'll try to do things, give up, and hide up at my vanity with my makeup instead.
On the plus side I did figure out that it might even help some of the edits I have to do for Q&P if I work on drawing the characters while I do it. Which gets me both drawing practice (faces! expressions!) and figuring out characters. Also doing things that terrify me. There will be a lot of doing things that terrify me in the future of this whole let's learn how to draw thing. I'm not sure I'm going to enjoy it, but it'll at least be productive? I hope? And interesting.
Still running late. I've been up for almost twelve hours? Ten hours? And I'm still running behind where I wanted to be argh. At least the things I wanted to get done at home are mostly small things that can be worked around my evening tasks. My normal evening tasks because let's face it, most of what I wanted to get done at work is stuff I've already allocated time to do at home. That said. Fuck everything I want to sleep my allotted six hours and wake up when I fucking want to wake up and be on time. For once. None of this lying in bed awake at night staring at the ceiling composing heartfelt angsty Steve/Bucky scenes. Or Steve-Bucky scenes. In the MCU the line is really, really blurry.
Oogh. Okay. And I have at some point to figure out the order of operations for all of my many many projects currently in process dear fucking god. Almost all of it writing. So many stories! All of them I'm sitting here staring at them going "but why am I working on this when I should be working on this other thing" and you know what. I'm just going to go home and try to sort out my head there. If it happens. It might not happen. Probably what I'll do is I'll try to do things, give up, and hide up at my vanity with my makeup instead.