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Feb. 23rd, 2016 08:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeTrying to think for how long I've had one to two nights of decent sleep and then something prevents me from getting any sleep the second or third night. At least a few weeks now. Anyway, last night was a glorious full night's sleep. We'll see if that goes into decent sleep tomorrow night or if the pattern holds. I hope it doesn't.
Safe deposit box trip today, I managed to get most to all of my morning routines done, barring teeth brushing which I can do at work, got my exercises done which I definitely didn't do yesterday so that was good. Always feel more awake after doing exercises in the morning. Even if I also feel more exhausted in some ways. It's good for me anyways.
And boarder move in date is approaching and in some ways I'm nervous as hell. Mostly the kind of nervous of halp change what am change how do I cope with this, it feels like. We're about as prepared as we can be, and I keep reminding myself that if I'm nervous on my home territory imagine how nervous she must be, who hasn't apparently had a home territory in at least a short while. Maybe a long while? So. We'll all get through the initial period, we'll see what happens. The first chunk is only for a few months. Breathe. We'll get through this change, too.
(I remember when I first moved into this house I freaked out at every little sound thinking oh god the house is going to blow up, fall down around me, the tree's going to fall on the roof, something horrible will happen. Change is often scary just because it is change.)
So. Yes! Stuff and things. The moving in abruptly is taking up most of my attention the past couple of days but [redacted] is still happening, probably Wednesday at the latest it'll go off and we'll see what happens after that. The boy's job change continues changing, he hasn't gotten the phone call yet but he's expecting it today. (I hope he gets it today. I'm going to be extremely cranky if he was led to believe it would happen and it doesn't.) Stuff continues to generally be surprising but good. Had a weird dream last night about being in panels at DragonCon. I hope that's a good omen. And at some point this week I need to deal with my Stitch Fix box. I'm not sure why my designer this time decided I needed all the patterns, bright, intricate, multicolored patterns. It's a bit unnerving.
Safe deposit box trip today, I managed to get most to all of my morning routines done, barring teeth brushing which I can do at work, got my exercises done which I definitely didn't do yesterday so that was good. Always feel more awake after doing exercises in the morning. Even if I also feel more exhausted in some ways. It's good for me anyways.
And boarder move in date is approaching and in some ways I'm nervous as hell. Mostly the kind of nervous of halp change what am change how do I cope with this, it feels like. We're about as prepared as we can be, and I keep reminding myself that if I'm nervous on my home territory imagine how nervous she must be, who hasn't apparently had a home territory in at least a short while. Maybe a long while? So. We'll all get through the initial period, we'll see what happens. The first chunk is only for a few months. Breathe. We'll get through this change, too.
(I remember when I first moved into this house I freaked out at every little sound thinking oh god the house is going to blow up, fall down around me, the tree's going to fall on the roof, something horrible will happen. Change is often scary just because it is change.)
So. Yes! Stuff and things. The moving in abruptly is taking up most of my attention the past couple of days but [redacted] is still happening, probably Wednesday at the latest it'll go off and we'll see what happens after that. The boy's job change continues changing, he hasn't gotten the phone call yet but he's expecting it today. (I hope he gets it today. I'm going to be extremely cranky if he was led to believe it would happen and it doesn't.) Stuff continues to generally be surprising but good. Had a weird dream last night about being in panels at DragonCon. I hope that's a good omen. And at some point this week I need to deal with my Stitch Fix box. I'm not sure why my designer this time decided I needed all the patterns, bright, intricate, multicolored patterns. It's a bit unnerving.