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Jan. 13th, 2016 08:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeDay Three. Mostly noted because my everything is still full of memorials and smiling pictures and it hurts. But when I go back to work or to language study or to catching up/looking at online classes, it doesn't hurt so much anymore. It still doesn't feel believable, but I'm no longer spontaneously crying or anything.
I did finish that treatment of that Shakespeare thing last night, and it actually seems workable. I have no idea where to post it for appropriate viewing, though. I could just clean it up and put the synopsis in a separate link (maybe with character descriptions too, because those are funny) and send that. And then what? I could actually write this damn thing. Except I've also already got a full schedule for the year. Decisions. And I need to get back on track with writing and edits today. Which ought to be interesting because this is a capoeira-then-go-flat night probably with more flat than usual given how many weeks I've been out of practice. Way, way too damn many.
Also given that I just took a look at what's coming in and there's seven different suppliers' worth of incoming boxes holy crap. We'll see how much writing I get done, I guess. Ever. If any. Probably not any editing, that's going to have to wait till tonight.
Bit by bit. My sleep schedule is still weird, I don't know if it's completely fucked or if I just need to actually get to sleep by midnight like I keep saying I'm going to do and last night was... closer? But still. And if I need to remind myself (probably) that it's winter, that means I get 7 hours of sleep minimum instead of 6, fucking deal with it self. I'm betting that's a big part of it. I'm used to getting 6 to feel rested, building a schedule off of that, and now I'm all wait what do you mean I'm losing an hour to sleeping. What a waste! Except of course when I'm exhausted and then it's all why do I have to do things that are not sleeping. Meh.
No, I guess my schedule is fine, mostly fine except going to bed earlier so I can get up and do the whole exercising thing. Except not today because the exercising thing happens after work. So confusing.
Immunology course opened today, and this one I really do have to stay on top of because the material is so foreign I'll need to do a lot of looking shit up to make sure I've got all the vocab. On the other hand, I also did take the first course and I have ... what is it, not a reasonable biology grounding, but a long-time seeped in base of knowledge? Maybe nothing like that so much as I'm comfortable enough with the base concepts that I can toss around the terms easily enough, look them up, and make sure what I think they are matches with what they actually are. Plus it's only a six week course, the only other one that runs concurrent for the first couple weeks is Jazz appreciation and maybe How To Neal Caffrey. So that should be fine.
So, life goes on. I'm still really not looking forward to capoeira tonight. So out of shape, I mean, I was out of shape to begin with but after three weeks, I think, two holiday weeks and one sick week, of not doing it? Oh god I'm so not looking forward to this. But I'm going, because otherwise I'm just quitting and the hell with that. The rest is exhaustion and book learning. I much prefer book learning, but then I also want to be a superhero badass. Can't make that happen by reading books, no matter how much I'd wish it. So. Allons-y.
I did finish that treatment of that Shakespeare thing last night, and it actually seems workable. I have no idea where to post it for appropriate viewing, though. I could just clean it up and put the synopsis in a separate link (maybe with character descriptions too, because those are funny) and send that. And then what? I could actually write this damn thing. Except I've also already got a full schedule for the year. Decisions. And I need to get back on track with writing and edits today. Which ought to be interesting because this is a capoeira-then-go-flat night probably with more flat than usual given how many weeks I've been out of practice. Way, way too damn many.
Also given that I just took a look at what's coming in and there's seven different suppliers' worth of incoming boxes holy crap. We'll see how much writing I get done, I guess. Ever. If any. Probably not any editing, that's going to have to wait till tonight.
Bit by bit. My sleep schedule is still weird, I don't know if it's completely fucked or if I just need to actually get to sleep by midnight like I keep saying I'm going to do and last night was... closer? But still. And if I need to remind myself (probably) that it's winter, that means I get 7 hours of sleep minimum instead of 6, fucking deal with it self. I'm betting that's a big part of it. I'm used to getting 6 to feel rested, building a schedule off of that, and now I'm all wait what do you mean I'm losing an hour to sleeping. What a waste! Except of course when I'm exhausted and then it's all why do I have to do things that are not sleeping. Meh.
No, I guess my schedule is fine, mostly fine except going to bed earlier so I can get up and do the whole exercising thing. Except not today because the exercising thing happens after work. So confusing.
Immunology course opened today, and this one I really do have to stay on top of because the material is so foreign I'll need to do a lot of looking shit up to make sure I've got all the vocab. On the other hand, I also did take the first course and I have ... what is it, not a reasonable biology grounding, but a long-time seeped in base of knowledge? Maybe nothing like that so much as I'm comfortable enough with the base concepts that I can toss around the terms easily enough, look them up, and make sure what I think they are matches with what they actually are. Plus it's only a six week course, the only other one that runs concurrent for the first couple weeks is Jazz appreciation and maybe How To Neal Caffrey. So that should be fine.
So, life goes on. I'm still really not looking forward to capoeira tonight. So out of shape, I mean, I was out of shape to begin with but after three weeks, I think, two holiday weeks and one sick week, of not doing it? Oh god I'm so not looking forward to this. But I'm going, because otherwise I'm just quitting and the hell with that. The rest is exhaustion and book learning. I much prefer book learning, but then I also want to be a superhero badass. Can't make that happen by reading books, no matter how much I'd wish it. So. Allons-y.