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Sep. 10th, 2015 09:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeGdocs, I swear to fucking god if you don't stop trying to make my life "easier"...
Oh hai wolves. I have not missed you. Nor have I missed this same tune you've been howling for at least the last several months, now looping back on an older variation. Really? Fuck off. Fuck the fuck off and do not return, I have way too much shit to do to be bothering with you right now or, you know, ever.
The even more irritating thing is that if I avoid what causes the wolves, I'm going to end up curtailing an increasingly large chunk of Things I Should Probably Stay Apprised of. There is just no fucking winning with some brain malfunctions. Emotional malfunctions? At least the regulatory mechanisms work. Most of the time. I don't know. These are irritating, pervasive wolves and I want them to go away now. Logic worked to an extent, but ... egh.
And I realized I want to try and get a DragonCon membership now while it's still cheap, and sports bras, and I have a dentist appointment, and those three things are a depressing chunk out of my supposedly extra paycheck. Ah well. I said I was going to be very, very good after DragonCon except for the whole book trip thing, and even that, having looked at our bookshelves, I can't really muster the enthusiasm to pick things up and stack them properly so I can be appropriately bad. Maybe tomorrow night? I need to find somewhere to put the hardbacks, since they're too big for the shelves, mostly. Ponder.
Painting my nails. And writing some, but painting my nails might make me feel better. I finally did remember that I wanted to do laundry tonight, which did not help, but I also picked up my vanity some and that may get tidied some before bed too, which will. Cleaning in between writing. And nail painting. That ought to help. As long as I don't go poking into the suppurating festering wounds again, self, that was smart. Stop thinking about it. Go do things. More useful things. Useful to you, not useful in general, you do not need to be productive oh why do I bother.
You hear that, self? No particular deadline. Obv prioritize the WL/Sandborn edits but DON'T FUSS.
1. White Lightning supp document (history of ormagazine article)
2. Tailor blue shirt, side seams and possibly shoulder darts.
3. Cut out pieces for composition book cover.
4.Finish copying over Black Ice timeline to Aeon (don't forget to export to HTML) (date Shelley Act, Sellers vs Michiuki, MacLeod) (you can type this up in the doc before you enter it on Aeon Timeline you know) (books are green, events are blue, people are red)
5. Look through published docs for Hellhound war so you have half an idea what the hell you already wrote and can put it in the timeline.
6. Start getting back into the habit of White Lightning Edits
7. Restart WL outline from beginning of what it's been edited to.
8. Finish County Witches v2
9.Start incorporating shit into WL in Scriv
10. Find/make morebetter graphics for web page, for morebetter CSS
11. Map the Blasted Lands (inc Fell's Town, Beauty's Hometown, Stony Ford, Victor's Town, Kitten's original city)
12. Flesh out entries in the timeline
Oh hai wolves. I have not missed you. Nor have I missed this same tune you've been howling for at least the last several months, now looping back on an older variation. Really? Fuck off. Fuck the fuck off and do not return, I have way too much shit to do to be bothering with you right now or, you know, ever.
The even more irritating thing is that if I avoid what causes the wolves, I'm going to end up curtailing an increasingly large chunk of Things I Should Probably Stay Apprised of. There is just no fucking winning with some brain malfunctions. Emotional malfunctions? At least the regulatory mechanisms work. Most of the time. I don't know. These are irritating, pervasive wolves and I want them to go away now. Logic worked to an extent, but ... egh.
And I realized I want to try and get a DragonCon membership now while it's still cheap, and sports bras, and I have a dentist appointment, and those three things are a depressing chunk out of my supposedly extra paycheck. Ah well. I said I was going to be very, very good after DragonCon except for the whole book trip thing, and even that, having looked at our bookshelves, I can't really muster the enthusiasm to pick things up and stack them properly so I can be appropriately bad. Maybe tomorrow night? I need to find somewhere to put the hardbacks, since they're too big for the shelves, mostly. Ponder.
Painting my nails. And writing some, but painting my nails might make me feel better. I finally did remember that I wanted to do laundry tonight, which did not help, but I also picked up my vanity some and that may get tidied some before bed too, which will. Cleaning in between writing. And nail painting. That ought to help. As long as I don't go poking into the suppurating festering wounds again, self, that was smart. Stop thinking about it. Go do things. More useful things. Useful to you, not useful in general, you do not need to be productive oh why do I bother.
You hear that, self? No particular deadline. Obv prioritize the WL/Sandborn edits but DON'T FUSS.
1. White Lightning supp document (history of or
2. Tailor blue shirt, side seams and possibly shoulder darts.
3. Cut out pieces for composition book cover.
4.
5. Look through published docs for Hellhound war so you have half an idea what the hell you already wrote and can put it in the timeline.
6. Start getting back into the habit of White Lightning Edits
7. Restart WL outline from beginning of what it's been edited to.
8. Finish County Witches v2
9.
10. Find/make morebetter graphics for web page, for morebetter CSS
11. Map the Blasted Lands (inc Fell's Town, Beauty's Hometown, Stony Ford, Victor's Town, Kitten's original city)
12. Flesh out entries in the timeline