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Aug. 6th, 2015 10:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeI was going to be so good. I was going to get everything done before capoeira so that when I got home all I had to do was lie flat. And that so didn't happen. Partly due to work, partly also due just to dragging all day, not entirely sure why. Poor sleep maybe, it was warmer than it should have been for me ending up with the comforter on my legs. I did end up getting my words done and a few other things by the time I crashed hard, so I guess that was a plus.
Oh good lord, the unfuck your habitat make your bed nonsense on network. I have better things to do than make my bed, thanks, especially since two hours after I get out of it someone else is going to be sleeping in it anyway. Bedmaking: Very very low on my list of priorities. Not everyone is you, UYH person.
Anyway. Starting to feel, despite having literally dozens of unfinished projects from at least last year's year of hell and then a bunch more put on hold for Nanowrimo and so on, like I have everything under control. Or at least like I could. I'm not sure what it was about the past Camp Nano that did it, maybe just devoting everything to getting the damn thing done and then the space left by it was just that big? Maybe. But I am starting to feel like I have things about as under control as they're going to get right now, which is nice. I just have to maintain focus, one thing at a time.
(At the moment of this typing that thing is finishing the daily language tasks so those are out of the way. After that I think it may be alternating between typing up notes for a thing and working on two writing projects right now.)
... I'm starting to be a little intimidated by how much I can get done when I'm doing well. Again, I don't know why this is hitting now per se, but it is. And thinking about it, I bet some of this is also due to capoeira and an increased activity level causing, what, a higher metabolic rate or something? Because I didn't start it until right before Camp Nano, and then there was Camp Nano and yesterday was the third week of month two. So. Hm. I wish there was a science side of DW that I could flail at until they explained it to me, but as I understand human body science that'd do it.
Anyway. Stuff to do. Not including sewing a leather binder right here at work, self, you can do that at home, you have more of the tools and things to do it there, anyway. Calm down. This is the problem with me getting productive, I also get hyperactive. Work. Organizing things and checking things off on the to-do lists, first. Well, daily stuff first, apart from Arabic, which also has only the stuff for it at home.
Oh good lord, the unfuck your habitat make your bed nonsense on network. I have better things to do than make my bed, thanks, especially since two hours after I get out of it someone else is going to be sleeping in it anyway. Bedmaking: Very very low on my list of priorities. Not everyone is you, UYH person.
Anyway. Starting to feel, despite having literally dozens of unfinished projects from at least last year's year of hell and then a bunch more put on hold for Nanowrimo and so on, like I have everything under control. Or at least like I could. I'm not sure what it was about the past Camp Nano that did it, maybe just devoting everything to getting the damn thing done and then the space left by it was just that big? Maybe. But I am starting to feel like I have things about as under control as they're going to get right now, which is nice. I just have to maintain focus, one thing at a time.
(At the moment of this typing that thing is finishing the daily language tasks so those are out of the way. After that I think it may be alternating between typing up notes for a thing and working on two writing projects right now.)
... I'm starting to be a little intimidated by how much I can get done when I'm doing well. Again, I don't know why this is hitting now per se, but it is. And thinking about it, I bet some of this is also due to capoeira and an increased activity level causing, what, a higher metabolic rate or something? Because I didn't start it until right before Camp Nano, and then there was Camp Nano and yesterday was the third week of month two. So. Hm. I wish there was a science side of DW that I could flail at until they explained it to me, but as I understand human body science that'd do it.
Anyway. Stuff to do. Not including sewing a leather binder right here at work, self, you can do that at home, you have more of the tools and things to do it there, anyway. Calm down. This is the problem with me getting productive, I also get hyperactive. Work. Organizing things and checking things off on the to-do lists, first. Well, daily stuff first, apart from Arabic, which also has only the stuff for it at home.
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Date: 2015-08-06 06:20 pm (UTC)But YAY in control YAY YAY YAY!