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Mar. 2nd, 2015 10:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeI want to do stuff. But I still feel like I've been punched in the psyche three or four dozen times by a particularly vengeful and pugilistic god.
But with a sentence like that I should probably be writing.
Despite a nightmare that left me with profound urges to pull the covers over my head, both comforters and the sheet, and go back to sleep in the fond hopes that it would involve something other than a vampire and a leopard gunning for my Mom, I actually did get up, shower, get through all my morning routines including Japanese, and go to fucking work like a goddamn adult.
I'm even getting back to my physics course, although I don't know what the likelihood is of me getting in all my homework assignments on time. But, heh. In a funny way, it's also because of Leonard Nimoy's death. Spock would give me some very severe eyebrow if I slacked off and abandoned physics because I was scared of making a mistake or getting less than stellar marks. That would not be logical, nor conducive to a learning process. Leonard himself would probably smile and gently nudge and encourage. Both of these are motivating. Of tears as well as physics, but there you are.
Writing, on the other hand, is coming about as slow as you would expect. I think I'll be able to make my minimum daily, but it won't be much more. Ugh to that. Not bad to the fact that at least I'm working on the projects I should be working on and not the ones that catch my interest for two days and go away.
But with a sentence like that I should probably be writing.
Despite a nightmare that left me with profound urges to pull the covers over my head, both comforters and the sheet, and go back to sleep in the fond hopes that it would involve something other than a vampire and a leopard gunning for my Mom, I actually did get up, shower, get through all my morning routines including Japanese, and go to fucking work like a goddamn adult.
I'm even getting back to my physics course, although I don't know what the likelihood is of me getting in all my homework assignments on time. But, heh. In a funny way, it's also because of Leonard Nimoy's death. Spock would give me some very severe eyebrow if I slacked off and abandoned physics because I was scared of making a mistake or getting less than stellar marks. That would not be logical, nor conducive to a learning process. Leonard himself would probably smile and gently nudge and encourage. Both of these are motivating. Of tears as well as physics, but there you are.
Writing, on the other hand, is coming about as slow as you would expect. I think I'll be able to make my minimum daily, but it won't be much more. Ugh to that. Not bad to the fact that at least I'm working on the projects I should be working on and not the ones that catch my interest for two days and go away.
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Date: 2015-03-03 04:53 am (UTC)Slow writing is still writing.
Love you muchly.
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Date: 2015-03-03 06:28 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2015-03-03 06:29 pm (UTC)Besides, we do have context. Lots and lots of context. By now, months of context.