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[kittydesade]

I am so, so tired of this head cold I cannot even tell you. I am tired of being tired, I am tired of feeling sick, I am tired of being basically confined to the bed or to the couch when I'm not getting food or going to the toilet.

And yes I realize this is probably mostly my fault for trying to push myself through the work day when I knew I wasn't feeling well, I have been blessed with a surprising amount of self awareness, I can generally tell when I'm coming down with something, or when I'm getting infected (or not infected, thank you boyfriend and family who were panicking about the cat bite when I knew that was impact swelling and not infection swelling) and I should damn well use it instead of trying to power through the day. Or go to work on a weekend even if I have to finish things up. In fact, I should call the aunt and tell her I'm not coming in tomorrow, I'm staying home and resting.

I love this house but right now I am so sick of looking at it I could scream. This is a head cold. I should have kicked it by now.

If, you know, I hadn't been stupid and kept trying to work.

Anyway, so if you've been wondering why I disappeared off the face of the planet, that's where I've been.

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[kikibug13]

It is also the change of seasons, when the body is stupidly susceptible, and the time when you're starting to really feel the decrease of daylight hours. And the weather hasn't been helping.

*hugs tight* You'll beat it. And you did what you thought you needed to do, considering, work.

All shall be well.