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I'm so freaking tired. Routines are shot again. I barely have energy for Duolingo, let alone guitar. I haven't been writing not this time because of writing burnout but because I'm doing the work of one and a half people in addition to my own work. I'm tired enough that I feel like crying 4 hours into the day. I just want a couple days off where I'm not doing anything, that might be this weekend when I only go to class and the rest of the time hide at home, or that could not be this weekend depending.

I should ask the Aunt if she thinks she's going to need me to come in and I don't want to. I don't want to be virtuous and well paid for exhausting myself. I want a fucking break.

I do not see any breaks in my immediate future.