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Mar. 14th, 2019 11:53 amI am le tired.
( Conclusion of yesterday's weight/thyroid talk )
But the thought of me carrying that much implied muscle, since I haven't done any of those electrowossis tests to find out (assuming they're even good science) makes me squee. I am a chonky jaguar person. I can't find the stupid graphic online but there was a chart on tumblr that had the various large spotted cats sorted into categories and jaguar was swimmy chonky.
Aaand all of this was supposed to be posted yesterday before I left for class and movie but oh well. Everything behind the cut still stands. I saw Captain Marvel! It was fun! The continuity errors it created are going to bug me forever! The boy thought it was decent but he's getting MCU fatigue. I don't even think it's superhero fatigue, it's just MCU fatigue. There were several moments in the film that resonated with me but I think the most was the end bit with Carol and her mentor. No, not that one, the other one at the very end. That was the moment when I laughed and went "okay it me."
And then! This morning without melatonin and with going to bed on time I managed to get up early enough to do some exercise. Wonders never cease. And then I cancelled my dentist appointment because I am very small and have no money, so we'll see when I can get back in for a cleaning. Till then, lots and lots of maintenance. Thankfully I don't seem to be as inclined to cavities as I used to be, and my habits are a lot better. But I just cannot right now with the stress of taxes and dentist and everything else. If I'm going to add an expense it's going to be a judicious purchase of something I actually want, not a fucking dental cleaning. Possibly that sparkle makeup I promised myself for doing all the guitar practice.
Speaking of which! I've discovered I need a good five minutes or so of warmup before my fingers will properly play songs, so it's over to the Guitar Aerobics book with me to find some more fingering exercises, and doing 5-10 minutes of those before I practice my songs. Otherwise I will absolutely lose my shit. It's so frustrating not being able to play a song I could easily play as a teenager. But that's staying put, Don't Fear the Reaper first several verses (that da-da-da-da da-da-da that goes on in the background) is coming along, fuck Under the Bridge until I have time to sit down and puzzle out a decent set of tabs, and I should really start practicing the chord changes on Wonderwall. And my strumming technique. Bleeeeeeeeeh.
( Conclusion of yesterday's weight/thyroid talk )
But the thought of me carrying that much implied muscle, since I haven't done any of those electrowossis tests to find out (assuming they're even good science) makes me squee. I am a chonky jaguar person. I can't find the stupid graphic online but there was a chart on tumblr that had the various large spotted cats sorted into categories and jaguar was swimmy chonky.
Aaand all of this was supposed to be posted yesterday before I left for class and movie but oh well. Everything behind the cut still stands. I saw Captain Marvel! It was fun! The continuity errors it created are going to bug me forever! The boy thought it was decent but he's getting MCU fatigue. I don't even think it's superhero fatigue, it's just MCU fatigue. There were several moments in the film that resonated with me but I think the most was the end bit with Carol and her mentor. No, not that one, the other one at the very end. That was the moment when I laughed and went "okay it me."
And then! This morning without melatonin and with going to bed on time I managed to get up early enough to do some exercise. Wonders never cease. And then I cancelled my dentist appointment because I am very small and have no money, so we'll see when I can get back in for a cleaning. Till then, lots and lots of maintenance. Thankfully I don't seem to be as inclined to cavities as I used to be, and my habits are a lot better. But I just cannot right now with the stress of taxes and dentist and everything else. If I'm going to add an expense it's going to be a judicious purchase of something I actually want, not a fucking dental cleaning. Possibly that sparkle makeup I promised myself for doing all the guitar practice.
Speaking of which! I've discovered I need a good five minutes or so of warmup before my fingers will properly play songs, so it's over to the Guitar Aerobics book with me to find some more fingering exercises, and doing 5-10 minutes of those before I practice my songs. Otherwise I will absolutely lose my shit. It's so frustrating not being able to play a song I could easily play as a teenager. But that's staying put, Don't Fear the Reaper first several verses (that da-da-da-da da-da-da that goes on in the background) is coming along, fuck Under the Bridge until I have time to sit down and puzzle out a decent set of tabs, and I should really start practicing the chord changes on Wonderwall. And my strumming technique. Bleeeeeeeeeh.