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Oof. I've had better nights, woke up last night itching like a maniac. I'm not sure what's causing it this time, if it's just plain sweat and old sheets (I changed them today) or if there's something else going on, if this is another symptom of my thyroid collapsing in on itself some more, what the hell is going on there. But I don't like it. But on the plus side taking half a trazodone knocked me out well enough that I got some sleep again. I'd've taken a melatonin but I've had enough fucked up dreams this week already and it's only Wednesday. But on the plus side I'm itching a lot less throughout the day, the antihistamine should be wearing off so it's probably not that, so I'm down to maybe thyroid? Maybe not? hard to tell with that one, or stress and psychosomatic reaction, or sweat and heat. Since trazodone is an antianxiety that might alleviate it some if I take a half tab a couple nights and calm my damn nerves and get some sleep. There's not much I can do about the other, though.

I did manage to get my whiteboard reorganized, so that's nice. I now have a choice of novellas to draft this month, although I haven't gotten started on either of them, and a narrower idea of where to start building the other universes I've come up with in the last while and meant to start on but haven't yet. Which is good because I like both of them but they're a bit big and where the hell and so on.

I have new tarot cards! I'm looking forward to using them but as worn out as I feel today that's not going to happen. I got distracted by lupus anyway and am now going to bed way later than I should be, sitting up and giggling because a medical term had 'peen' in it but. Tarot cards. Will be interesting and hopefully talkative and helpful. If nothing else they're really gorgeous and speak to me in a very gothic half-Mexican way.

Having reworked my whiteboard there's now a lot of planning on it and not a lot of room for the family tree I ended up scribbling on it halfway through as I try to figure out my list of players for my Camp Nano novella. This could be a problem later. Actually I'm going to make this a tomorrow problem, having taken a picture of it so I can knock some stuff off of it while at work. Half... no, a quarter of the thing is given over to a long term thing but the rest can be rearranged. Especially if I wipe off the next chunk of to-do.

Well now I'm just going in circles and giggling about medical peen so it's definitely bedtime. But if it weren't for the freaking head cold I'd feel very together and competent right now.

( Hindi )