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Jun. 30th, 2017 12:55 pmI have no idea if I'm this exhausted because I'm still sick (or sick again?) or because the boy didn't come home till 1 last night on a night when he usually gets home at 11 and I was up fussing. I'm not sniffling nearly as much anymore but for the first couple hours I was upright there was so much yuck coming out of my face, both up from my lungs and down from my sinuses. So what the hell.
.... that was not helpful at least as far as my exhaustion goes. I had this window up to type in various thoughts as they slogged through my brainpan and then the VA worker came by to pick up the order that I was very slowly pulling together. Thankfully it was 90% pulled together but still argh. Plus side, that's done now. Minus side, I still have to fix all the fiddly bits left over from where we had to kludge some kits together and do the day's shipping in an hour ugh. Hang on.
Okay there. That wasn't so bad, was it, self? (It kind of was. I need to calm down. And periodically sort and check everything. And to breathe.)
There, entertainment lawyer has been called for the Thing, um. Wow, I was going to get so much done today and now my brain is just collapsed in a corner sobbing. Although I suppose that's because I did get quite a bit done today. Including the lawyer stuff! And he costs about what I'd hoped and not what I'd feared so that's fine. I can either cc it and pay it off quick or beg Mom for money I'm not sure which. Probably the latter because I am shameless and hyper and perfectly willing to be supported both financially and with the emotional kick of yes you are doing wonderful things I'm proud of you that being supported financially by one's family brings.
.... shit, my head is spinning a mile a minute now, really. I did manage to get most of my day jobligations done albeit not quite everything because the work system I use is still a bit kludged, but my head is really spinning now and I don't know if I'm going to calm down enough to get everything done this evening. Argh.
BUT on the plus side it's a good kind of head spinny, the things that are happening are the good kind of exciting, and in the end it'll at a minimum all be okay.
.... that was not helpful at least as far as my exhaustion goes. I had this window up to type in various thoughts as they slogged through my brainpan and then the VA worker came by to pick up the order that I was very slowly pulling together. Thankfully it was 90% pulled together but still argh. Plus side, that's done now. Minus side, I still have to fix all the fiddly bits left over from where we had to kludge some kits together and do the day's shipping in an hour ugh. Hang on.
Okay there. That wasn't so bad, was it, self? (It kind of was. I need to calm down. And periodically sort and check everything. And to breathe.)
There, entertainment lawyer has been called for the Thing, um. Wow, I was going to get so much done today and now my brain is just collapsed in a corner sobbing. Although I suppose that's because I did get quite a bit done today. Including the lawyer stuff! And he costs about what I'd hoped and not what I'd feared so that's fine. I can either cc it and pay it off quick or beg Mom for money I'm not sure which. Probably the latter because I am shameless and hyper and perfectly willing to be supported both financially and with the emotional kick of yes you are doing wonderful things I'm proud of you that being supported financially by one's family brings.
.... shit, my head is spinning a mile a minute now, really. I did manage to get most of my day jobligations done albeit not quite everything because the work system I use is still a bit kludged, but my head is really spinning now and I don't know if I'm going to calm down enough to get everything done this evening. Argh.
BUT on the plus side it's a good kind of head spinny, the things that are happening are the good kind of exciting, and in the end it'll at a minimum all be okay.