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Feb. 28th, 2017 10:01 amI am so goddamn tired. And stressed, I can feel my impulse control shredding along with my nerves. Hence buying more makeup although at least I didn't get the Aromaleigh of which I only want one color that's discontinued. That can wait till I get paid, if it sells out in those couple of days then oh well. I did get some Fyrinnae samples since they had a sale on and I have a list of things I want samples of. And, hah, I have a list of three people now I can foist off my sample jars and colors I bought and no longer want on. So that'll free up some room.
At this point I really am only hanging out with Notoriously Morbid's Vanishing cabinet for the highlighters and occasional changeling lip tint. Because those things are fucking awesome. Which, okay, depending on the month that might be 3/4 of the Cabinet stock, but right now their eyeshadows aren't finding any of the very small gaps in my collection.
I'm tired. I'm pissed off and I'm scared and I'm tired and I fucking hate 75% of everyone in charge of this country right about now.
( Relatedly, but also with food things )
Okay y'all can look again.
Called my Mom to whine at her answering machine. Got home and started doing some writing and building my magical society, which is much more fun. Got to play around with my makeup and pull a bunch of stuff that didn't delight me, that I'm not going to wear, and so on. I do like playing with colors. At some point I should really do a lot of swatching and so on and figure out better conditions so I have some idea what I want to wear on any given day and what goes good with what and so on. After a year of practice I have a better idea than I used to, but still. Also I haven't updated my makeup spreadsheet in like six months oops.
At this point I really am only hanging out with Notoriously Morbid's Vanishing cabinet for the highlighters and occasional changeling lip tint. Because those things are fucking awesome. Which, okay, depending on the month that might be 3/4 of the Cabinet stock, but right now their eyeshadows aren't finding any of the very small gaps in my collection.
I'm tired. I'm pissed off and I'm scared and I'm tired and I fucking hate 75% of everyone in charge of this country right about now.
( Relatedly, but also with food things )
Okay y'all can look again.
Called my Mom to whine at her answering machine. Got home and started doing some writing and building my magical society, which is much more fun. Got to play around with my makeup and pull a bunch of stuff that didn't delight me, that I'm not going to wear, and so on. I do like playing with colors. At some point I should really do a lot of swatching and so on and figure out better conditions so I have some idea what I want to wear on any given day and what goes good with what and so on. After a year of practice I have a better idea than I used to, but still. Also I haven't updated my makeup spreadsheet in like six months oops.