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Well. Yesterday was fun. After the dizziness but too early for it to do much other than fuck up my entire day I managed to get a pack of brainweasels. Very familiar, very unwanted brainweasels. There may have been a lot of hurling myself at various tasks all FINE I WILL FUCKING DO THIS BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT THE REALITY IS BUT YOU LOT WHISPERING IN MY EAR DOES NOT FUCKING HELP. Neither did the cold. Which I had to go out in twice. And which I have to go out in again today and it's even more fucking cold and ugh.

But. I have yarn for Heartskull hats, one set of yarn for practice that should turn out very pretty nonetheless and one skein of Expensive Merino Superwash to start a collection for other Heartskull hats once I figure this shit out. Also once I spread it out some so I'm not spending eyepopping amounts of money and then wondering why I have moths coming out of my wallet. I also have yarn for a Doctor Who scarf and a shitton of other yarn I can use for Crafty April. (The only reason I got superwash for the Heartskull Hat is because I suspect I'll wear it a fair bit and that means superwash so the boy doesn't dump it in the machine and ruin it. Because he does that. I need to start labeling shit and then making him read the labels.) And I got Stuff for presents for people, one under duress and one under protest? Is that the right phrase? And I was productive and did a shitton of online lessons.

And now I have paid off my credit card, perhaps in a less responsible adult way than I should have but the responsible adult way was NO NICE THINGS FOR THE NEXT YEAR, INCLUDING CONVENTIONS, so I opted for the less responsible way that still leaves me with savings both liquid and illiquid and does not have me paying CC interest. And did I mention my credit card is paid off? Because it is. At least until my dentist says I absolutely have to get my damn fillings topped off.

And it's not even noon and I've stuck dinner in the crock pot for tonight, helped carry in groceries and fed the outdoor half of cats in addition to all my morning routines, determined that help is not coming down from off the mountain because the mountain is covered in six inches of snow in 9 degree temperatures so the snow ain't going anywhere. Normally Wednesday is when Witch Queen comes down from her mountain lair and joins us in the store but not today! So I got to run all over the store setting shit up and then back and forth manning the front counter because of other stuff and.

(In addition to which I ended up ordering lunch because I forgot any and all forms of protein on a capoeira day. Which I really need not to do because ordering out is the biggest money suck. Lunch meat and sandwich bread needs to be fixed on Sunday. Remember this, self.)

So much to do tonight before capoeira and I fall over augh. I mean, all infinitely doable, I have an order of operations, but this morning was so full of crap I needed to get done I am now running at a ridiculous speed in my head and all MUST DO EVERYTHING. This is just a bit ridiculous. I don't need to do everything, self, I'm actually caught up in all of my lessons for once although I could probably use a shitton more review on Jazz Appreciation. I'm almost done editing White Lightning proper, which means I can go to shorter stories, and I've got a shitton of things I could be writing in but that can happen towards the end of the day. And. My projects? Mostly good! (Except Helix. Come on, self. Dear god.) So calm the fuck down.

(Yeah, that's probably not going to happen any time soon, but I can keep telling myself that.)

Anyway. Here's hoping today stays as good a day as yesterday was a crappy one.