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Dec. 9th, 2015 03:44 pmWelp. On the one hand, I slept hard. On the other hand, I still had vivid dreams and woke up exhausted. I don't know why, except that clearly the Bedtime tea does not actually work against dreams. I want the fantasy world tea that works to put you out without dreams, dammit. At least this was some weird Haven/Harry Potter mashup that didn't bother me too much on waking, it just took forever to wake up.
Still, I would really like not to be exhausted anymore. Slogging through my daily chores. Probably going to slog through capoeira unless I can manage to wake myself up between now and then (yogurt might help, in ten minutes or so). Slogging through my head, which is currently rocking back and forth between oh post your damn winter holidays wish list already and shut up don't you remember what happened the last time you asked for anything no one fucking cares. At least this time I know it's exhaustion. And, the more I look at it, likely just due to nightmares, too much sleep, not enough sleep. BLEH.
In happier news, though, somehow I managed to get almost done with Sandborn edits. Second pass edits? I think second pass, I've done a pass at macro edits and I'm working on the micro now, so, yes, second pass. And then maybe a third pass once everything gets cleared out, tweaking here and there, some cover art, and then I can have the round of vomiting in fear and publishing. But then that'll be done, so that's... good? I think? The finishing part is good! And my schoolwork is coming along.
And I just ran into the Glossary Fairy in my philosophy class. Oh dear.
At some point I need to do my year end courtesan evals, which I might also do a version here in public since I seem to have made new friends over the year and y'all might as well get a chance to see/suffer through the whole contemplative process. I was also going to throw cards and ponder December but. What was I doing? ... no, that's right, I was curling up around my injured hands and couldn't shuffle, that's why I didn't do it. Never mind that, then. But at some point I will do next year's draw, so that should be interesting. Stupid trolly shouting deck of Yes have eight out of ten cards Major Arcana or Court. Mostly Majors.
Still, I would really like not to be exhausted anymore. Slogging through my daily chores. Probably going to slog through capoeira unless I can manage to wake myself up between now and then (yogurt might help, in ten minutes or so). Slogging through my head, which is currently rocking back and forth between oh post your damn winter holidays wish list already and shut up don't you remember what happened the last time you asked for anything no one fucking cares. At least this time I know it's exhaustion. And, the more I look at it, likely just due to nightmares, too much sleep, not enough sleep. BLEH.
In happier news, though, somehow I managed to get almost done with Sandborn edits. Second pass edits? I think second pass, I've done a pass at macro edits and I'm working on the micro now, so, yes, second pass. And then maybe a third pass once everything gets cleared out, tweaking here and there, some cover art, and then I can have the round of vomiting in fear and publishing. But then that'll be done, so that's... good? I think? The finishing part is good! And my schoolwork is coming along.
And I just ran into the Glossary Fairy in my philosophy class. Oh dear.
At some point I need to do my year end courtesan evals, which I might also do a version here in public since I seem to have made new friends over the year and y'all might as well get a chance to see/suffer through the whole contemplative process. I was also going to throw cards and ponder December but. What was I doing? ... no, that's right, I was curling up around my injured hands and couldn't shuffle, that's why I didn't do it. Never mind that, then. But at some point I will do next year's draw, so that should be interesting. Stupid trolly shouting deck of Yes have eight out of ten cards Major Arcana or Court. Mostly Majors.