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Dec. 31st, 2014 11:09 pmSo, I see the year is not done fucking with me yet.
Doesn't matter. I managed to get the two damn dime novels up on Amazon, and they are now even linked on my Author page! (I am not getting over the fact that I have an Amazon author page any time soon. Go ye forth and amuse yourselves. I certainly am.)
On the plus side we went out to dinner and I had excellent and very blue booze and good sushi and I feel somewhat better. I didn't manage to get much in the way of writing or languages done today at work, but mostly that's because the last few days have been nerve-wracking bile-extruding watery crap, and I managed to get scraped raw? Scrape myself raw? I don't even know. A pointed out a number of things that I hadn't quite realized were such bad stressors. At this rate I'm actually rather amazed I managed to get languages and exercise done and not consume vast quantities of crappy food. Although I do need to stop eating so much chocolate. Still. There could have been way more stress eating. And stress shopping. And none of that happened, so I will count that as a win over the last few days.
Tonight, to finish out this burning putrid shithole of a year, I am not poking at all the things I haven't done. I am going to make that jar into which I will put all the beautiful things I have done, and then I am going to make a bunch of to-do lists for the next several months. And I am going to keep reminding myself that this is for the next several months, that I don't have to get these all done in one weekend, self, and I am going to take it easier on myself. Slowly whittle things down. All that good stuff. I've already started doing this in other areas, so. That's what I'm going to do.
Let's all be a little kinder in 2015, yeah? To ourselves, to each other, to the world.
Doesn't matter. I managed to get the two damn dime novels up on Amazon, and they are now even linked on my Author page! (I am not getting over the fact that I have an Amazon author page any time soon. Go ye forth and amuse yourselves. I certainly am.)
On the plus side we went out to dinner and I had excellent and very blue booze and good sushi and I feel somewhat better. I didn't manage to get much in the way of writing or languages done today at work, but mostly that's because the last few days have been nerve-wracking bile-extruding watery crap, and I managed to get scraped raw? Scrape myself raw? I don't even know. A pointed out a number of things that I hadn't quite realized were such bad stressors. At this rate I'm actually rather amazed I managed to get languages and exercise done and not consume vast quantities of crappy food. Although I do need to stop eating so much chocolate. Still. There could have been way more stress eating. And stress shopping. And none of that happened, so I will count that as a win over the last few days.
Tonight, to finish out this burning putrid shithole of a year, I am not poking at all the things I haven't done. I am going to make that jar into which I will put all the beautiful things I have done, and then I am going to make a bunch of to-do lists for the next several months. And I am going to keep reminding myself that this is for the next several months, that I don't have to get these all done in one weekend, self, and I am going to take it easier on myself. Slowly whittle things down. All that good stuff. I've already started doing this in other areas, so. That's what I'm going to do.
Let's all be a little kinder in 2015, yeah? To ourselves, to each other, to the world.