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Mar. 3rd, 2014 07:09 am( Gaeilge )
I said good night last night with hoping tomorrow would be better. As it turns out, tomorrow is not better. Tomorrow is, in fact, worse.
Grandpa did die late Friday night/early Saturday morning, about 20 minutes after Aunt R got there. I think she was the last child to make the trip recently, so that makes the usual sort of sense. And it wasn't the most unexpected thing ever, Mom said he'd been declining fast and hard since Aunt left last Tuesday, pretty much engaging shutdown systems and everything wrapped up and done. So.
I spent most of the weekend either working on blog, watching TV, or reading. Pretend people problems, and staying off the internet and away from the world. I just don't think I can take most personal interactions right now, so of course I have to go in and work retail because we're short staffed as it is. I really want to just take the whole week off and come back next Tuesday -- not gonna happen. At least I get a long weekend.
That's pretty much it. I won't be posting for a bit, going to do my languages in a notebook and stay mostly curled up and off the part of the internet that isn't clicky pet games or cat pictures. Ooh Pretty Kitty is about my speed now.
Closing comments because I thought I was dealing okay, and it turns out I was just doing okay when I could curl up in my own little world and not think about anything.
I said good night last night with hoping tomorrow would be better. As it turns out, tomorrow is not better. Tomorrow is, in fact, worse.
Grandpa did die late Friday night/early Saturday morning, about 20 minutes after Aunt R got there. I think she was the last child to make the trip recently, so that makes the usual sort of sense. And it wasn't the most unexpected thing ever, Mom said he'd been declining fast and hard since Aunt left last Tuesday, pretty much engaging shutdown systems and everything wrapped up and done. So.
I spent most of the weekend either working on blog, watching TV, or reading. Pretend people problems, and staying off the internet and away from the world. I just don't think I can take most personal interactions right now, so of course I have to go in and work retail because we're short staffed as it is. I really want to just take the whole week off and come back next Tuesday -- not gonna happen. At least I get a long weekend.
That's pretty much it. I won't be posting for a bit, going to do my languages in a notebook and stay mostly curled up and off the part of the internet that isn't clicky pet games or cat pictures. Ooh Pretty Kitty is about my speed now.
Closing comments because I thought I was dealing okay, and it turns out I was just doing okay when I could curl up in my own little world and not think about anything.