Jan. 9th, 2012

kittydesade: (not all of wisdom brings joy)
Gaeilge )

... Why is house buying so stressful? Why? No details on the "I don't want to jinx" this thing, also by way of keeping me from dwelling on the current thing more than I am already, which I am trying hard not to do. The next step is to get an inspector out there while I bang on people's heads to get them to cough up details about the work they're already doing. There, is that cryptic enough for you? And then I get to decide if this is out of my price range or just at the upper edge of do-able. Meanwhile the boy gets to pick the next three houses to see, since I picked the first three. This, in retrospect, was a BAD IDEA. So bad.

No, seriously, I am not allowed to make big responsible adult decisions anymore. I want all the shiny and there are stars in my eyes and dreams in my head. But I have not put my signature on anything nor committed a dime just yet, nor will I, except the required dimes to assess the situation more deeply and properly. Because I am a responsible adult even though I REALLY REALLY WANT THE SHINY.

Oof. Other things. Once Upon a Time has stolen my playbook and I freaking want it back. Right down to the Glaucon option. Admittedly he makes a very wee Glaucon, but that's what he freaking did. I will say, though, it is by far not the worst display of Sorcery I've seen. I will reserve that for throttling Sherlock bloody Holmes and Gatiss for stealing my angst angst brood on a high place thing. That wasn't even the original plot point, that was Sherlock goes and broods on a high place to think because that's what Sorcerers do. Rarr. And on the other hand this means all the Sorcery I have left is Nate's semi-competent flailing, tonight. I can live with that.

Right. I'm going to go off, do my work, try not to have house flail, and talk to the Architect about inspectors and things. And email back the realtor lady and thank her and see if she has answers to those questions we had.
kittydesade: (my saviour my failure)
Deutsch )

I have no brain today. Whatsoever. House Hunting has taken it all away from me. I need to talk with the boy tonight, but, well, stuff is happening. I don't even know. I don't want to be a responsible adult right now, I don't want to hear that being an adult/life is like that, thank you all of my aunts and uncles today ever. I am trying to be a responsible adult, I am also being a very stressed out responsible adult. The next time you have a very stressed out adult situation I'm going to tell you that sometimes life is just like that and see how helpful that is.

Rarrgh. Yes, I know this is what being a responsible adult is like, that's why I'm not jumping at the shiny thing and trying to do all the due diligence and do things properly. Fuck you very much.

I want to curl up under the blankets. On the other hand, this is possibly the only situation I could even think of where I want to work on self publishing stuff more than think about this. So. Small favors? After I talk with the boy and we figure out what the next step on that project is I'm going to curl up with my guitar, then with my Japanese, then with my novels in progress and bang on fictional problems because fictional problems are so much easier. And quicker. I hate waiting. I am not, contrary to popular belief, a patient person. I want instant gratification. So do we all, but, rarr.

No, actually, I'm going to curl up with my guitar, then with my Japanese and my Leverage and my writing and my fanfiction. But, you know what I mean. At least it's not as terrible as it could be. I can think of so very many ways for all of this to go so very wrong. So far, it hasn't. It's just uncertain. Calm down, Jag. Be calm. Meditation might also be on the schedule for tonight.

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