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Jan. 20th, 2021 10:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kittydesadeI crammed exercise (well, stretching), writing, languages, and drawing all into about the last two hours of my day, but they got done. I think that was mostly because the morning was literally hiding in bed until Biden had been sworn in because, rational or not (and after the attempted coup I have no idea how rational it was or wasn't), I had this fear that there would be a sniper or a bomb or something else terrible and we'd all be watching live, holding our breath, and we'd all see it happen. And I could not take that. So I hid under the blankets until about noon thirty and then started my day.
I did get some of the office clean. I did not get the kitchen clean because in addition to raging panic and then raging decompensation... decompression? A word like that, it took me forever to get moving. But I got some more of the office clean. Put all the art supplies I'd accumulated in their paletteful boxes put away. Somewhat took care of myself in that I showered and changed into fresh clothes.
I am going to be crashing so hard for the next few days. Well, cycling, not necessarily crashing, there's definitely going to be upswings. But gah. As I said on Twitter, I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around how close we came to a dictatorship and then we didn't. I'm also having trouble wrapping my mind around how close we came to a dictatorship and then nearly half of the voting participation of the country (not population, participation) said "Yes please we want more of this." I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around both of these things for very different reasons.
I did get some of the office clean. I did not get the kitchen clean because in addition to raging panic and then raging decompensation... decompression? A word like that, it took me forever to get moving. But I got some more of the office clean. Put all the art supplies I'd accumulated in their paletteful boxes put away. Somewhat took care of myself in that I showered and changed into fresh clothes.
I am going to be crashing so hard for the next few days. Well, cycling, not necessarily crashing, there's definitely going to be upswings. But gah. As I said on Twitter, I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around how close we came to a dictatorship and then we didn't. I'm also having trouble wrapping my mind around how close we came to a dictatorship and then nearly half of the voting participation of the country (not population, participation) said "Yes please we want more of this." I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around both of these things for very different reasons.