Apr. 12th, 2017

kittydesade: (morning ugh)
So the lesson for today evidently is that I need way way more practice drawing men. I might try and get in a second life drawing session of one of the longer poses for that, a two minute pose or a five minute pose. Because argh.

(I'm trying to say "I need more practice at drawing X" rather than "I suck at drawing X" because self, the suckage is temporary. Saying otherwise is unhelpful.)

Argh, I'm torn between yes go to capoeira because if you drop the habit it's going to be awful and no don't go because you have a headache, you haven't had more than one day off in almost two weeks, you're PMSing and you're far from at your physical best and these classes are intensive, go home and do home exercises. And I just don't know. I mean on the one hand I probably don't have to worry about losing the habit as much as I used to because it always gets disrupted around DragonCon and I always go back to it? And on the other hand I didn't go all last week because work. But I did go the Saturday before that even when I didn't feel like it. Ugh, I don't know. And I don't know how I'm going to feel in a couple hours. I feel really physically crappy right now.

(And in the hour and a half or so since I wrote that I don't actually feel any less crappy. Poop. No, I don't think I'm going to go and make myself more tired, stressed, and uncomfortable.)

Plus I need to get my ass moving on edits and writes and things that are not the Loki/Darcy fanfic. Which was fun and relaxing for the last couple of days but it's time to get back to work now. I think after last week it's just caught up to me and my brain is just categorically rejecting anything that feels like work, martial arts or day jobligations not immediate or writing anything. Which is fine but unhelpful, brain.


Yeah, no, ugh. Brain not functioning well enough for barely anything. Going home, writing works, exercising and practicing at home, hopefully falling over early so I can get a lot of sleep and have a better week next week. At least Saturday practice I can get up, go do, and fall over after, no obligations of any kind. Well, that aren't time sensitive.


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